Welcome to Mormon Stories, where we share journeys of faith, doubt, and healing in and out of the Mormon Church. Through candid conversations, we explore the emotional, psychological, and spiritual impact of growing up in a high-demand religion and what it means to navigate life after a faith transition.
In this episode, we open up about our experiences with shame, guilt, and anxiety as lifelong members of the LDS Church –Clare and Jackson. Clare discusses her struggles with modesty, body image, and mental health, particularly during her mission in Atlanta, while Jackson shares his battle with pornography, the pressures of priesthood expectations, and his harrowing experiences as a missionary in Honduras. We dive into the complexities of church teachings, the weight of perfectionism, and the toll it takes on mental well-being for these two as a Mormon couple.
Through therapy, deep reflection, and research into church history, they began questioning long-held beliefs. Clare’s journey started with feeling disillusioned by unrealistic expectations of motherhood, while Jackson wrestled with doctrinal contradictions and personal struggles tied to church teachings. As a Mormon couple, they discovered the CES Letter, re-examined the narrative they were raised with, and they share how their perspectives shifted and what ultimately led them to step away.
But this isn’t just about leaving—it’s about rebuilding. We discuss how they found healing, redefined their identities, and strengthened their relationship outside of religious constraints. Their story highlights the challenges of deconstructing faith, the process of reclaiming personal agency, and the growth that comes from embracing a new, authentic path.
If you’re questioning your faith, seeking community, or simply curious about life after Mormonism, we invite you to join us. Our channel is a safe space for open discussions on faith transitions, mental health, and the pursuit of a fulfilling life beyond religious expectations. Subscribe to follow our journey of healing, love, and self-discovery.
